It made me happy, but at the same time, my mind goes to wonder why.
It made me happy, but at the same time, my mind goes to wonder why.
I stalk her a lot. No matter how crazy it may sound, I do. I check her Facebook, her tumblr (though I couldn’t follow her), her blog, her plurk, every little space she has on this messed up virtual world.
I don’t even know why. Why I’m upset when it’s my fault. Maybe she’s right, maybe I really am messed up and I think too much.
I MISS HER. Hey you, I miss you too. A lot. I miss you like I’ve never missed anyone before. I miss you the way people will miss the moon when it stops shining in the darkness. I miss your music. I miss your childlike heart. I miss the way you call me silly.
But there are things you can’t undo. There is a light at the end of the tunnel you’re passing through. I want to tell you so much, but it’ll just hold you back from reaching that light.
And you deserve to get there. Get there as fast as you can.
It’s breaking me too, only, she doesn’t know.